A Nonsensical Wish

I love winter, snow, ice, heavy winter creams, woolen winter clothes and pretty coats…yeah, yeah, yeah…but I REALLY want to be here now:

Credits to BeachWallpapers.in *click*

I want to be there….naked…..(or, for purists, I want to be wearing a silky crispy white tunic with little sparkly beads, a seagreen bikini panties and nothing else. NOTHING ELSE.) OK, a sunscreen would be good, SPF 20…at least. ^^

Aaaaaahhh….what a lovely dream.

I would lay naked/in tunic on the white warm sand and the clear turquise water would be caressing my feet….soft warm freckles would pop on my happy kitteh face and my hair would get all messy and crazy with the sand in it….and then I would jump into the water, into its turquise beauty and evaporate into a little molecule of pure happiness. ^__^

Have I ever mentioned turquise is my fav color? Along with red? :)
Yeah…and on that note, I’ll be vain…and show you some awesome turquoise and red pieces of expensive fashion shit I can’t afford but I can admire! :)

All stuff from net-a-porter.com.

I want ALL these pieces in my closet, thankyouverymuch…especially that lovely silk-chiffon dress. LOVE.

Okay. Good night, dear readers. I am off to get my beauty sleepz :)

 

So, I am so Trendy but my A$$ is Freezing Off…!!!

Looking at all the fashion blogs, fashion spreads in mags, very hip hipsters’ photos and runway shots, I mostly have one pressing question in my mind:

SO HOW DOES ONE WEAR OVERSIZED T-SHIRTS WITH LIQUID LEGGINGS/SEXY TIGHTS/5 INCH BOOTS/SHORT-SLEEVED COATS/{insert anything trendy & ridiculous for winter}/ WITHOUT ONE’S ASS FREEZING OFF WHEN IT’S -7C OUTSIDE??!!!

Credits to lookbook.nu

And also…

HOW DOES ONE MANAGE *NOT* TO BREAK ANY LEG/ARM WHEN WALKING ON SNOWY & ICY CITY SURFACES IN SAID 5 INCH HEELS??!!!

Credits to lookbook.nu

Credits to lookbook.nu

Dear God of Fashion People, forgive me for not following your commandments, but I gotta tell ya something:

WHEN IT’S COLD OUTSIDE, I WEAR SKATE SHOES/WINTER BOOTS, WARM SOCKS, LEGGINGS *under* PANTS, TANK TOP, T-SHIRT, JUMPER, SCARF, COAT/JACKET, GLOVES, HAT and an oily MOISTURIZING CREAM on my face.

Alternatively, if I decide to be suicidal and wear a skirt/dress, then I end up wearing TIGHTS + OVERKNEES SECURED WITH GARTERS, TANK TOP, GRANNY KNICKERS (because being so huge they cover more bare skin), LONG-SLEEVED T-SHIRT, JUMPER, COAT/JACKET & all the already mentioned accessories.

You know, there’s no point in being fashionably freezing (FF). By being FF you may get admiring stares from the crowd but you may also get a bladder inflammation. Or a cold. Or a flu. Or you will break some of your precious fashionable bones.
And if you, the almighty FF being, are also wearing 5 inch heels in the winter, your frozen calves and tendons get to feeling reaaaaaaaaaally comfy….I hope you’ll like your orthopaedist when you are 35yo, because you’re gonna be seeing him very often. -_-

Christian Louboutin Bourge 100 patent boots €1,075 *click*

What I’m trying to say isn’t “Let’s all look like homeless grandmas with arthritis” but one simple thing - in winter you must NOT put looks before comfort. It’s just not worth it. -_-

Do you really want to break your leg so much? Nice, go wear your thin 5 inch boots that are only leather & a thin sole and enjoy having your feet frozen off in addition to being broken sooner or later.
Do you miss having cold and having inflammated ovaries? Do you miss having your ass made into a piece of ice? GREAT! I recommend you wearing some leopard print leggings with an oversized neon colored t-shirt and with a short cropped “winter” jacket on it. ;) And no, your geeky glasses won’t help you with feeling warmer.

Enjoy…and I’ll go wear my tights & overknee socks and huge scarves on top of warm jackets while your ovaries beg for help, snowhopper. ;) *evil laughter*

Swedish FF, credits lookbook.nu

 

A Letter To Myself

(Inspired by Gala Darling’s letter, do check hers out!)

Aloha Kitteh,

so how are you doing back there in Prague? All good? Mentally fucked housemate still fucked? What, even more? Well…in fact; YEAH, I thought so.

Anyway.
I am here to wish you Merry Xmas, a Happy NY 2010 (is it already a year behind? OMFG) and….I want to congratulate you on being such a great kitteh you are.

Just look at you. Graphic Design, Biology, Chemistry, doodling, shopping (vice/virtue?! not sure), belly dancing, book reading, boyfriend kissing & hugging, Starbucks sitting, blogging….how do you manage to make it all? No matter how, babe, cuz you DO it. You simple MAKE IT HAPPEN. Because what you want to happen, *does* happen, right?

Now, in the following year you have three important goals in front of you:

1. Finish HND Graphic Design
2. Pass the entrance exams to Biology (Nursing/Medicine…but Bio is a priority #1)
   
3. Find a job & start earning some money
   

These three are your absolute priorities and you have to make them true. Srsly. There’s no way you won’t be making it, K? This is one of the most important years of your entire life and it requires a lot of work from your side and as little late sleeping in as possible.
Don’t be scared though, because *YOU CAN MAKE IT*. You’ve pulled through lots of shit so believe in yourself and just do it. One day you will look back & be thankful that you’ve done your best in 2010! ;) Yeah…one day…one day when you are a Biologist. MMmMmMMmmMMmmM. *warmz & fuzzies*

Looking back, you’ve worked your ass off this year too. That makes me very proud of you :) Keep it going, babe.

You’ve started belly dancing, you’ve gained weight (time to lose it wtf), you’ve moved apartment in Prague yet again, you’ve met new friends, you still haven’t finished that Flash project…yeah…
You’ve learnt the chemical equations, you’ve realised you really like plant physiology too, you’ve bought a big Ethology book.
You’ve discovered that relationships actually *CAN* be great, because yours with your boyfriend is great. Almost 2 years! Who would’ve thought? Knowing you, you really hadn’t thought at all. Ah, you cynical kitteh.

You still don’t wear high heels, you still don’t give a shit about hair styling and you still don’t give a shit about not giving a shit. You still don’t own LBD although you’d love to have one. You still have problems not wasting money. You still prefer to eat good food than have professionally printed graphic design assigment. Talk about wrong priorities, yeah? ;D

That’s who you are. And now!

Now!!!

Merry Xmas, Happy NY 2020 and stay who you are. You’re awesum kitteh! ^^

Love,
Kitteh

 

Mysterious Money

Now, I might start to believe in Jesus C. as today I have realised that some mysterious money have appeared on my account out of sudden. O_o I know my father was sending me some aliments, but THAT MUCH*??!!! Unbelievable.

Oh hare krisha buddha allah jesus kthxbai! <3 ^^

*“THAT MUCH” is actually not much in other people’s understanding but in my understanding it means I could (but I am trying not to wtf) buy like 10 perfumes or 3 to 5 shoes (not Pradas obviously, you moron) and and and….SIGH.

I have sinned immidiatelly and bought a LOVELY bolero-esque blazer at Topshop…gonna show you later when I get some pics, ok? :)

For now just look at my B&W pattern mix I wore last weekend:

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WOoOoOott. Boots from Salamander, tights from Calzedonia, skirt is Zara Woman and that lovely scarf is from eons ago…unknown place, time & physical laws.

Btw, I can has a perfume & skate shoes?
For example this:

Yves Rocher Nature Eau de Parfume

“A hymn to the botanical world!
Full of the softness of moss blended with bark, mandarin, rose, jasmine and freesia. This will surround you with an aura as pure as morning dew, radiant with femininity.

Perfume Family:
Floral, green: mandarin, crushed mint leaves, headspace daphnée, lily-of-the-valley, cedar.”

…sounds very nice & fresh. MmMmMMmm. I might buy it…with my mysterious money.
AMEN.

 

I Don’t Understand FASHION

Comme des Garcons SS96.

Well, at least Tavi understands. O_o

 

I Miss Yoga & I Might Be a Plant Physiologist

Since coming back to Prague and living in a yet another apartment (my 4th so far, or better, 2nd…because 2 other places were dorm-like) I have basically given up my home yoga practice. Now, I’m not a sporty person, I HATE competitive sports (which is why I’ve always sucked at volleyball, basketball, you name it) & I don’t like sweating and getting tired after a work-out (which is why all my attempts to visit gyms regularly met an EPIC FAIL). I ALSO hate working out with anybody watching me and I also hate instructors forcing me to do stuff (byebye aerobics wtf).

My point is….I miss yoga…and…YOGA IS THE RIGHT THING FOR ME.

Credits to Weblogs.ClTV.com *click*

But not *any* yoga.

I need to have ‘my own’ instructor (meaning, if I drag my ass to the class, the same instructor will be there most of the time) that will not annoy me or scare me…because in yoga you need to feel comfortable. I also need to feel OK with wearing any random Tesco t-shirt & Terranova harem pants to the yoga studio without weird stares from other people (meaning, I don’t like places where your 300Euro designer yoga pants are more important than how you enjoy the yoga itself). And I also need to visit these yoga classes only from time to time, because a) I can has a yoga session by myself, b) I am broke & can’t afford yoga-ing 3x a week. -.-

See, I am picky…

In the end I’ve ended up yoga-ing at home every evening with my fav yoga practice written in one of my 8699 yoga books on my lovely Stella McCartney yoga mat (THX MY BF I LOVE YOU)…sometimes clothed in tank tops & shorts; sometimes in granny underwear; sometimes even naked.

And I felt SO GOOD. So stretched! And much calmer, less anxious and somehow happier about myself.

Well and then…I went to Prague and all my yoga practice had stopped abruptly. -_-

I’m beginning to feel the difference already and it’s not a nice feeling. I totally can’t sleep well. Well, I’ve always had a light, easily disturbed sleep but yoga made it better. Fail nao. Also my back is an old woman’s back that hurts, is stiff and cracks by every movement. How beautiful!!! =_=

I miss yoga, I miss yoga, I miss yoga!1!1!!!

I’m telling myself that this weekend I will take out the mat & do some yoga otherways I will get insane already. Considering that this weekend will be spent by *having fun* with HTML & CSS and *having even more fun* with statements of intent for most of our projects…well, I will need yoga and Grey’s Anatomy a lot.

And in April when I come back to Bratislava and I’ll be frustrated with no job & no money happy to be home, I will restart my home yoga practice again. I’ll need a flexible body & mind in order to make it steamy with my man prepare the best way possible for my entrance exams to Biology, Nursing & maybe Medicine.

*

In other news…unrelated to yoga whatsoever:

• I’m going to buy new comfy & pretty leather shoes to M&S today from their Footglove range for ugly wider feet like mine. And TOWELS. I need more towels in my Prague life!!!
• Starbucks makes me study Chemistry. I made quite a progress yesterday :) *happeh*
• With hoping that I *get* accepted to Biology & in the same time *won’t* get kicked out; I am torn between Ethology & Animal Physiology and Botany/Plant Physiology.
  

  Credits to PlantPhysiol.Org *click*

  You see, I love animals and I love them so much I am not sure if I can devote my life to experiments with them (which is what Animal Physiologists do, not mentioning all the organ extractions for the sake of science & so on. Killing an animal for science…I’m not sure…). You can’t, however, study Ethology WITHOUT Animal Physiology here so you will for sure have to kill many animals on your way to BSc and MSc…and well, you can get BSc from Ethology but MSc can be made only from Animal Physiology, so your MSc is stained with lots of animal blood.
  BUT, studying Botany/Plant Physiology, opens up lots of possibilities without harming animals (and one can still have an interest in Ethology wtf). Plus I love plants too! And I’ve always been fascinated by one thing:

  Plants have been here way before any ‘better’ developed animals (incl. humans) have emerged. But the plants’ edibility & medicinal properties actually ANSWER to most of animals’ needs! HOW IS THIS POSSIBLE?! We are not necessary for most plants’ survival, yet they are full of healing goodness that can help us out with diseases…but using up those healing plant powers means killing that particular plant, which is obviously not beneficial for the plant. Food for thought, people.

  Medicinal plants, algae (& Ethology), that’s my thing. ;)

  Either way, I will need to REALLY learn Biochemistry in order to survive Biology in general, regardless of whatever I choose, because today’s Biology is mostly Biochemistry anyway…and little wandering in tropical forests is left for scientists (but if there’s any, I’m in kthxbai).

That said, I am off to our freezing cold stinky Prague kitchen to cook some pasta with cherry tomatoes, pesto, tuna & feta cheese and then I have to revise Biology. I’m precisely at the topic of Botany nao so I’m enjoying it as I remember most of it anyway. :)

Besos,
MM

 

Good Morning, World!

Let’s start the morning with saying I AM DAMN HAPPY TO HAVE GOTTEN MY BEAUTY SLEEP LAST NIGHT. It really changes the perspective of….life. Yeah, life. :P

My, still slightly fuzzy, morning thoughts were so far these:

• Should I make a tea with honey or am I too lazy and too disgusted with our ugly Prague kitchen?
• I’m not hungry, I don’t wanna breakfast. L8er.
• Why the ^%&$ hasn’t my boyfriend replied to my SMS yet? OKAY, eye for an eye..when *he* writes, I won’t reply for the next 24 hours as well. Childlish & silly but men need this treatment from time to time, any more sophisticated form of showing them your disapproval with whatever might not always work.
• Dear Grandpa Frost/Santa Claus/JC; all I want for Xmas is:

  * new REALLY PRETTY skate shoes (not like that black ugliness I have)
  * that Jil Sander’s new perfume that has a lovely jamaican caipirinha scent
  * sudden profound understanding of Chemistry (but no pain, no gain I guess)
  * a loooong, beautiful, bubbly bath with shimmery confetti or whatever fancy anything there is!!!!1
  * more money -.-
  * outrageously red lipstick/lipgloss that will stay on my lips no matter what
  * more shoes. SHOES!!!! I am undershoed wtf & I’m hating it. >_<

• Next week is the last week of the semester. Life is beautiful…yeaah. :)
• I don’t wanna go to school today. -.- But I have to. SIGH.
• This is beautiful:
  

  DAY Birger et Mikkelsen Uptown sequined silk-chiffon dress €319 *click*

  I like how it looks a little bit like a slip/a sexy nighty/a magnificent piece of lingerie. I can has?

• No lookbooks at this blog for a while because I don’t dress interesting AT ALL the past few years months. I think I need to wear my purple lipstick often, it instantly adds up some glam…but I am always annoyed about reapplying it every 5 seconds. -.- Time to buy a better lipstick….L’Oreal or whatever. I’d buy Shiseido or Guerlain but I am broke.
• I still wanna sleep. But I can’t. :( *sniffs*

UGH, time to go & wash my face with a REALLY cold water & the Clinique facial soap. And I must stretch…my back is hurting again…Graphic Design makes me an old woman. >_< :(((

 

Happy Thoughts

I think I need to stop writing the shitty statement of intent the pace of life and be thankful sometimes. If we took it from the real BASIS of existence, than I am thankful for the mitosis & meiosis of my cells….and for breathing…and for the synapses still sort of working in my brain…but okay, this type of thankfulness (?) would take a lot of time! :)

Instead, let’s list less complicated & fascinating things I am thankful for today:

• Anna from Smiling Hospital Foundation emailed me that she WANTS me to keep on visiting the kids at the Oncology. This means I will be drawing with the kids again and this also means that I will be earning a little money. Every 3 months paycheck, every week a 2-hour visit that will hopefully take kids’ minds off the tumors, surgeries & chemotherapies. LOVELY.
• I woke up in my own bed. You will never understand the beauty of this if you’ve never lived with any housemates in any strange random apartments. My housemates are great (except of one that annoys the hell outta me just by breathing) but it’s just…not home. But soon…sooon I will be back to here. :)
• Recently I bought this thick cream from sebamed in Dm.
  

  *click*

  Well, OK, it’s not exactly *this one* but something similar. In consistency it’s something like the traditional Nivea in the blue tin which is very good but I wanted to try something new. I needed a new thick cream because in winter I stay out a lot and without a good cream my face gets dry and all wtf…and me no likez that.
  ANYWAY, turns out this cream is very good! ^^
  Which makes me happy.
  Simplicity people, simplicity.

  Facial soap + cold water + simple moisturizing cream for morning. + EYECREAM in my case.
  Cleansing lotion + cleansing toner + eye make-up removing thingy + healing cream for night.
  Hair? Whatever random shitty simple gentle shampoo + GREAT conditioner.
  Body? Non-drying shower gel/soap + intimate wash + moisturizing lotion on your driest parts.

  So yes! I’m happy to have a good cream. Vanity rulezzzzzzz.

• If I drag my fat ass to finishing one statement of intent now, I might have a little more peace later on today. ^^
• I will eat pizza soon. Happiness lies in simple things, shaddap ;)
• I got a contract for graphic design work. MY FIRST!! My first *PAID* I mean. It could‘ve been my third or fourth paid IF I weren’t stupid last summer…I didn’t ask for money for my work. -.- I must be the last selfless person in the world with exception of His Holiness Dalai Lama.

Noooow, that’s nice. What makes you happy? :)

 

Madam Curie’s Wisdom

“Life is not easy for any of us. But what of that? We must have perseverance and above all confidence in ourselves. We must believe that we are gifted for something, and that this thing, at whatever cost, must be attained.”

~ Madam Marie Curie

How true.
Now, my question is…is there anything I am gifted at? Because I feel I have many abilities and sort-of-gifts but they are all just partial stuff. Nothing genial, I am only better in average in few things…but then, many people share this position with me too, which again, makes me in fact average in people better than average in something. Makes sense?

I can draw & paint. Sort of. I could do little illustrated prints & sell them on Etsy, hm?

I can give great massages. :)) Sort of…but I could get a course in massages & set up a wellness studio one day, who knows? You are all invited then…and please, pay me A LOT, I need to re-pay my GD tuition fees. ;D

I am fascinated by Biology but this is not any “gift” just an interest I can build things on.

I can make good make-up but then, so many people can do it too, right?

….Hmmmmm…. -.- O.o

 

So I Have Seen the NEW MOON!!!!

And without seeing Twilight first. AND without actually reading the series…even though I remember seeing them in bookstores in KL in 2007 when I was very emo & dark & I would really enjoy some vampire’s company but I told myself that I can’t make myself even emo-er (?) by reading some stupid teen vampire lovestory books.

OK, I will now stop these run-on sentences…

And few days ago I went with my friends to see New Moon. I’m late OK shaddap.

Credits to TwilightWorld.WordPress.com *click*

Here are my main thoughts in the bullet points (I need to make them in bullet points because I have to quickly start working on some school design work that I’m dreading to do):

• The actress playing Bella Swan is the worst actress EVER and even my dog would act better. I suffered everytime she was on scene trying to look brooding, suffering, in love & etc. Number of her facial expressions = 2. She was dreadful & a complete disaster for the movie which was actually quite nice.
• Edward Cullen is quite hot. And I almost melted & started to weep when he said he wanted to die because he couldn’t imagine his life without Bella & later on asked her to marry him AHEM..really liked the subtle romance in the movie. Yeah.
• I am VERY embarrassed about my previous bullet point!!!!!!!!!!!!1!1 Can I please run away to Alaska & hide in the woods??? No matter what, my boyfriend can’t know this sad statement of mine that I’ve expressed in the previous bullet point or he will be ENSURED that I am slightly mentally askew. xD
• Those werewolves were sexy. But only in their wolf-ish forms…although the bodies of those guys were hot too. That Jacob Black’s face was like wtf but his body wasn’t bad…although I felt it a bit too steroid-ish…
• WHY THE F*^# do the vampires *SPARKLE* in the movie when they step out to the sun??!!!
  

  *click*

  To me it doesn’t look mysterious, vampirish, sexy, out-of-the-reality or anything…it looks like the vampires are wearing a very shimmery make-up with Swarovski particles or whatever, that are supposed to make them look RADIANT & YOUNGER. =_= If I am not mistaken, then for example Rimmel has a radiant make-up with shimmery particles that sparkle VERY similarly like Edward Cullen’s face with a sexy jawline & yellow sensitive eyes full of emo love. TRAGICAL.

• Vampires make me embrace my natural paleness even more. If anybody complains I am ivory even in August, I will angrily suck blood out of them & then sparkle in the sun with a threatening facial expression. You have been warned. xD
• Is this Bella person some HIPSTER?! Because she surely dresses like one. Minus points. She doesn’t like shopping & frivolous feminine funs. More minus points. Her face is wtf, if I were a vampire (or a werewolf) I wouldn’t notice her…not to mention falling in love with her. A boring hipster, at least in the movie.

FINAL VERDICT = 7/10.

Sweet & touching lovestory that makes us silly women sniff & imagine something similar happening to ourselves as well. Bella Swan was dreadful. Werewolves in their wolfish forms were beautiful. Edward Cullen was too thin & SPARKLY but otherways he has this sex aura around…I must admit…hmmm…and I am not even 14…! O.0
I am sure the book was better than the movie because that’s what always happens (like in the case of Harry Potter).
Might read the books in order to sniff & imagine something similar happening to myself see that Bella Swan is not so dreadful. :D

Fine. Have YOU seen it?? What are your thoughts on this? And should I feel ashamed of thinking things that 14 years old girls think? Because hell yes I am ashamed wtf. -_- xD